I am the queen of deleting posts. Delete, delete, delete. Delete, delete. Good thing I don't have a penned journal, that shit would have been burned in the trash 10 times over.
What do I want out of life? The American dream: A husband, a house, and kids. At this point in time I only want one of those things. Can you guess which one? To get married? Ummmm... not so sure. Kids... hmm I don't know, I am learning towards no, thank you. To own a house, I would love to maybe purchase a condo. A pet? Yes please, the sooner the better. To travel? Duh! As much as possible.
I can't tell you how many times I have been in this limbo. But this time it is really sticking. I just wish I had a bigger picture of what I really want. I feel like there are so many avenues I would take if given the right opportunity at the right time. I guess it is time to start exploring my avenues!
